Wednesday, September 24, 2008

我是怎么了...

竟然会去介意朋友说的事情...
什么都好...
都会伤害到自己...
第一次...
让自己那么那么介意外表...
真的让自己无法承受的悲哀与没有自信的一面...
真的会让我倍感无言..
最近才发觉...
我的心可以忘记属于自己的快乐...
我的solo...
一直练不到最完美的...
讨厌自己无法成为自己想要成为的人...
只有让自己想象...
我真的很想做到最完美的一面...
最近看到他...
也能不那么受伤了...
也不是那么烦了...
也许塔罗牌说的是对的...
鬼鬼也有不需要王子的一天...


dunnoe y...
i will be very mind what my frend said...
no matter is what...
my feeling was extremely bad...
this is the first time,
i mind how i look like...
i have no idea to let me stand up again...
nothing to say....
recently find out my feeling....
was very very wierd...
i absolutely forgot what is happiness...
i can't do my solo perfectly...
omg....
the worst solo in my world...
i hate tat i can't be a perfect girl....
i just have the rite to imagine it in my dream....
i wanna be the perfect one...
in my life....
when i saw him....
i m no tat hurt dy lol^^
mayb what the tarot said is right...
hehe...