Thursday, October 24, 2013

Xx...the cruelty...xX

felt lonely and helpless.
what does it mean by 
this was ur option? 
and you nid to bare all the things 
just because it is a must.

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silently sit at the corner,
and listen to what they talk
the feeling
can ppl just help me to apply some medicine on my heart now?
i felt hurt
i felt helpless
i felt lonely
and i dislike this type of ppl to appear in my life.
i hate dis sort of situation
seriously,
do u think i m the one who wants to run this event?
seriously,
do u think it's my freedom to say no to the thing we dun want to do?
seriously,
do u think it's the matter should let a person who had sleepless night 
for everything,
especially the junior and the future thing?
do you really think all of the things?
do u really understand me?
I dun mind if i am going to bare all of the things
but thanks
to let me see ur true colour, 
especially that words.
why should i help?
and
you decided to join so many activities.

Thanks.
and i felt sorry to your family
to have this sort of selfish personalities in you
and nvr think from other's perspective 
BUT ONLY FOR YOURSELF>

seriously,
enough of this and thanks for hurting anyway.

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Apartment stay!
tml is apartment stay!
the feeling! the excited feeling and the feeling which it is going off soon!
that kind of feeling boosted me up! =D
we can settle it soon
o yay!

and no rain PLEASE!