Xx...take a deep breath...xX

huh....
ha......

let me take a breathe...
ok?

Xx...大喇叭...xX

>这篇是写给你的哦~
就是知道你看不懂华语，
所以我就用华语写咯！
娃哈哈哈~
反正你也看不到~

谢谢你，
教了我那位大姐要我做的task，
至少，
你会耐心告诉我，
听说，
你是不会那么容易教别人的哦~
太容易的东西你不说的~
哈哈~

而且，
有点hurt咧~
竟然说我是大喇叭！
哈哈，
我们认识多久哦~
竟然说我是大喇叭！！！
哼！！！

期待你星期一唱翻版校歌~
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我问我自己，
我真的是大喇叭？
我说话是大声了点啦...
可是,
不至于吧.

其实,
心里面,
想什么,
不知道.

Xx...差一点又哭了一大餐...xX

你们，都知道，
我容易哭。
我不坚强。
我不否认。

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今天，
在学校拿签名的时候，
我就很想很想大哭了。
因为，
这里是不熟悉的环境，
我忍。

最终，
还是顶不顺了，
上火车前，
去拿书包的时候，
流泪了。

真的，
从来没有那么无法释怀过，
从来没有那么怪自己那么笨，
虽然回到育华的时候，
我嘴里在骂，
其实，
我正在收藏自己的懦弱，
我正的被打击了，
我真的不知道，
什么是3 cycle of the plant...
还是什么的。

虽然eric有很快的解释，
可是，
我的脑，
永远接受不到这些东西。

有点后悔？
是吗？
我问我自己，
你后悔吗？
好像什么都跟不上，
现在又有一个活动突然打岔，
让我专心不到。

我发现自己，
真的变了，
我变得不像原本喜欢音乐的自己，
我已经不是自己了。
我失去自我了。

大哭吧？
那原本的自己，
会回来吗？
无法释怀。
因为答案是不。

Xx...i m going to b 18 after half an hour time!!!...xX

time past in a twinkling of eyes.
quite surprised when i've discovered i m going to turn as 18-years-old by half an hour time.
this is no surprise at all indeed!
it's juz a symbol tat tell me...
hey, u r getting older n older now!
OMG!

====================

between these days,
i've realised,
actually,
i'd learnt a lot of things.
i've learnt hw to face myself.
the most important phase ws,
i noe hw to tell myself,
wat should i choose in spite of sth which is resembles as a significant subject.

n also,
start fr yesterday onwards...
i left my band formally,
this is the phrase tat i could rmb for now.

when i were thinking back events tat happen around merely this half year,
wat i could say,
is just sorry.
sorry to my band,
sorry to my parents,
sorry to many many ppls.
this is wat i could say.
especially for my band.

indeed,
i love them more than myself.
i confess,
it will nvr less than anyone.
but, i m the one who always break the rules,
give too much bout my views...
being a selfish person,
being a Coward...
always hv made mistake....
quite annoying, rite?
this is the way i could show my love...
n bury the aversion toward sth.

time past,
n they juz finished their 09/10-10/11 agm.
it's quite a surprising name list.
that's wat i could say.
creative makes improvement, i think. XD

i would like to tell sb,
indeed,
u might nt accept,
but u will discover sth.
if u really hv done ur responsibilities after someday.
i could nt give u neither consolation nor hug,
i merely hv a wish,
in my heart deeply.
i would tell u,
"it's a secret."
if u want to noe it so.
tat's still a secret though u beg me to tell you~

now, i've left only 20 minutes to become 18.
really,
i love to tell myself.
"u've overcome a lot of plights.
u r more mature now, bcuz,
u hv noe ur direction now."
ya, my aim nw.
catch up the syllabus.
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for my 18th birthday,
i received 2 present earlier.
a photo frame with a photo which i was holding soprano sax,
fr my dear juniors~
n another one.
a mosquitoes repeler,
fr sax section of HYYB.
guys, this is the most valuable gift tat i'd received b4.
appreciate it much!

thx.....
n wish me...
myself...

happy 18 birtday~
^^i'm an adult after 14 minutes~
happy birthday~