Friday, July 23, 2010

Xx...停留的回忆...xX

时间,流逝,
心,没有喘气的余地。
我,抬起头,
望着满天的繁星,
赞叹他能那么的耀眼,
他能那么的闪烁,
那么美丽。

去了新的环境,
一个月有余,
认识的朋友,
不多不少,
足以在学校吵吵闹闹,
嘻嘻哈哈,
认认真真,
地过中六的每一天。

其实,
询问自己,
到底走错了路吗?
自己好像什么都不会,
好像什么都很差。
真的有点疑惑了,
5科真的适合自己?

城镇的步伐,
极快。
几乎没有时间停顿。
来到这里,
纯粹的发泄。
因为真的好久没有发泄了。

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我尝试忘记一些事情,
越刻意忘记,
越难忘记。

我尝试明白一些事情,
就在悄悄离开的同时,
我知道,
原来,
我一点也不重要。
最好,
我不存在。

我尝试让自己不去回想,
但是,
这种爱,
已经是刻骨铭心,
无法割舍。

有时,
问问自己,
你到底为了什么离开?
这时,
我才发现,
我长大了。
我不再单纯的认为他是个寄托了。
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走在育华的走廊,
发现,
大家都不一样了。
人事全非,
亦不是当日的地方。

我回头望望,
这片不属于自己的寄托。
然后,
再向前走,
告诉自己,

加油,
别让学校丢脸了~

Thursday, July 22, 2010

Xx...脸xx心...xX

把开心放在脸上,
把悲伤放在心里。
用红肿的眼睛,
望着镜中的开心脸孔,
这时,脑海出现一个问题,
询问着开心的脸孔,
你是谁?你快乐吗?你过得好吗?
开心的脸孔,
依旧是开心的笑脸,
然而黯然伤心的心,
却有事说不出,
只肯让自己默默承受。

伤心的心,
突然庆幸有开心的脸孔的存在,
因为他不想被任何人发现,
原来他伤心。

虽说如此,
开心的脸孔,
也有疲惫的时候,
他累了,
就沉睡在别人的记忆里。
最终,
悲伤出现了,
化成眼泪,
拯救了笑脸。

其实,
笑脸与眼泪,
都是互相依赖对方。

Monday, July 19, 2010

Xx...i lost my time when i hv missed sth...xX

sth precious,
appeared suddenly.
juz like an electrical shock,
i let it passed through my body,
without any changes in neither emotion nor heartbeat.
hence,
i've concluded,
indeed,
i'd made sth i think i will nt reach the yardstick.

Kinda stress,
indeed.
i would like to b myself,
but,
it seems tat,
it is impossible to b alone.
this is nt a sad emotion.
but,
juz a very very very...
needed to express.

actually
i like the life at here.
i love to go to school to meet everyone in my school.
i like to take lrt with classmates or seniors
i like to take train to go back
though is suffering,
i wholeheartedly like this task
"instead of saying tat is task,
it is a must!if nt,i've no transport to go back."

i like to study at here,
but,
i din own sth special amogst them.
quite a,
aversion toward myself.
why m i nt owning any ability to study.

those 6 sub...
i can't handle well.
is it because i'm too lazy,
r too stupid?
lazy?
i think yes.
i missed those days tat i always scold chiah yeh n poh ye...
always remind them
they r wering the white long pants n black shoes indeed.
i missed wat'd weng cheong told me:
let us c who will save u after you reach there.
(indeed, he lost, cuz everyone at here is very generous!!!)

going to attend a camp during next tuesday~
is it excited?
i do not noe.
but, i noe.
i will miss the chance to go to UM tml wif my classmates.
i love to b wif my classmates,
very much^^
haiz!!!

hw could i survive????