Saturday, October 24, 2009

Xx...left 25 days...xX

>today hv gud mood~~
going to mines tml wif my frens~~~
excited~
but my sister hoh...
she want me to bring her along lel...
but my mum REJECTED!
as she is going to hv her exam around the corner...
well...
>=3=somehow i cannot understand my 8 years old sis...
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i've revised my chemistry f.4 for 8 chapters~
quite satisfied for it!
o ho ho ho~~~
k~~continue study afterward...
come to post some pic~~

*me n 3A band member~shi huan+jia ling*

*me n 3D band member~siew hong+ brenda...*
*hv u been seen reflection???i'm the axis of reflection=plane mirror=_="*

*4A d~~hoy yan+ carmen*

*saxophone~~dada, eunice n me~i love them very much...*

Friday, October 23, 2009

Xx...left 26 days...xx...gerak gumpur 6th day...xX

今天gerak gumpur最后第二天了。
有某种冲动,
不想去考了。
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今天,
心情特烂!!!
怎么说?
不懂怎么说。
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Thursday, October 22, 2009

Xx...left 27 days...xx...gerak gumpur 5th day...xX

today was a memorable day^^

i had taken lots of picture with my dearest band member~

mayb u r wondering...

y i was still taking photo wif them today?

juz becuz they wore full-u today~

totally can't miss this chance to take photo lar~~~

wakaka~~

especially my girl- brenda

n my boy - xiao chang~

o ho ho ho ho

post later,k? i promise u^^

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i've no mood to hv my exam...

>
as lpp will scold~

this is my first time...

i din really care bout my add maths result.

i've not studied n also prepared well for this sub...

erm...

i juz felt very moody this few day...

but simply duno the reason...

felt insecure...(mayb...:(...)

i m damn worry actually...

juz because of my 100% concern boutSPM...

the more i feel to run away from this "disaster"...

mooooooooooooooooooooooooody..................................

NOW!!!!!!

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aiz...i'm going to hv my add maths 2 & bio 2...

when these two combine togather...

it represent tat...

i m going to face the music~~~

no more bed of rosses~~

>
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i'm totally missed my band life...

n also....

sth i've lost...

i missed hao tian, my brother very very much...

n also hao chin, ee ling...

n also my fren at every corner in malaysiaXD

yew jin, joon ling, andrew, adrian, wei xiong, gary, man ling, carmen...

indeed...

but, the most of...

jia wern...who went to singapore laz year...

at 121208(we r one) tat day...

i missed his flute's sound.

i missed him lot.

mayb everyone had forgotten him

jia wern...

i really missed u!

so much................


Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Xx...我是否应该学习不再依靠任何人...xX

有点累了,因为一直以来,
都是依靠他们生活
不管是好是坏,
都能够接受到,
而且很享受的过我忙碌的生活。
一瞬间,
没有了所有的活动,
觉得很奇怪
都是SPM!
如果没有SPM就不会发现自己多么依赖他们。
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我依赖朋友
依赖太多了
所以当我一个人的时候,
我会想很多
跟朋友,
什么都可以聊,
什么都可以很吵很吵。
而且,可以让自己伪装。
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他的答案,
在脸上了。
我。。。
会保持距离。
我。。。
学会了忘记他
我,
亦会忘记自己有多累
我,
也会让自己
看清这些事情。
我,
就会理解这一切
都是不必要
而且都是烦恼的
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不要埋怨累吧! 练习带了他们, 自己也要多练。 为了自己也为了大家。 不要像我一样,把自己弄垮了, 也没有时间弄好自己最介怀的东西。

Xx...left 28 days...xx...gerak gumpur 4th day...xX

数学~大致上还好~
数学2做不完。
有点><
唉,算了吧!
明天高数!

Monday, October 19, 2009

Xx...left 29 days...xx...gerak gumpur 3rd day...xX

哈哈,今天考physics 1 2 3~!!!!!
3张一起来!
><除了刺激,还是刺激!
(因为没有试过这样.)
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昨晚很迟才开始读书.
在又睡又起身的状况下读.
其实说,真的很累.
前晚很迟睡,
昨晚又玩到很累.
其实不是玩啦.
不过,总之回到家,
就是很夜!
差不多九点,
冲好凉到来,
差不多10点多.
所以在那时候才开始读.
到最后也没有真的读好.
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说实在的,
真的没有心情考.
平时考一定会强迫自己做3题essay的
今天...
唉,2题就收工~
就睡觉咯~
考p3的时候,真的睡着了。
不会做~
也乱乱来!
哈哈~p1哦~
到最后一秒。
因为很难一下~~!
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明天MM
哈哈~加油~

Sunday, October 18, 2009

Xx...约定的音符...xX

序…


我们的人生,
是因为要认识对方才显得灿烂美丽…
也许你不需要和我长生厮守…
可是我依然盼望我们的约定…
能够实现…
音符飘向四面八方,
望着我们在一起…
不管什么事,
他们依然伴在我们的左右…
然而,
他们却因为我们两人的分开而分开…
难道天使爱上人类也是错误??
难道我就这样放弃与你的约定?
音符也难过了…
只望我们会实现我们之间的约定…


-爱飞的笔记-

Xx...left 31 days...xX

今天,很累。

今天,想哭。

今天,哭了。

莫名的泪水,溢出眼眶。

觉得自己无用。

觉得自己想逃离现场

觉得自己想要离开这里

不要面对这样的考验。



这就是我书桌上的压力
而且是我所有的书的1/3而已
不想要再读了...