Xx...left 5 days...xx...graduation day=tired whole day + no study...xX

i went to school around 6.45am...
so,it's quite early in the morning i when i reached school...
though i eager to go to school earlier...
(as my brother was a member also-the singing section)
when i reached school...
i met my frens...n take photo...
erm...
actually now i hv no mood to post anything...
juz...i felt tat i want to express sth,
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it's quite incredible tat i will leave the school very very sooooooon.
becuz it's really a sudden things...
>erm...free to choose the future pathway i think.
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during the ceremony...
it's quite boring during the prize given section...
the most interesting was the singing section...
everyone really hv sung it loud!
indeed i almost being touched n tear almost drops...
but, i din cry at last
i promised myself
i will nt cry...
(wat a susseccful promise)
so..........the ceremony is really good...
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we had a party at our class...
we took lot of pictures u noe...
it's really a crazy thing.........
as wei herng them...
playing spray(some kind of party spray)along the class pathway
==like children's war...
"world war 10..."
haha~~but i was happt too to b a "audience" only~~^^
it's really a wonderful thing to hv such memory during graduation day.
but i m wondering tat the memory will last long anot....

-past-
after we gave out the present...
i juz had my photo section wif HYYB's member.
they r really...==
crazy...indeed i'm the nosiest one...
erm...when i'm silent for some moment
edmund n me had some conservation....

ed:ei...y r u being silent?
me:erm, no ar...sometimes also nid to b silent
ed:==erm...silent is nt suitable for u...
me:==haha....

juz i felt tat...everyone hv xi guan my noisy.
mayb i hv no tat quality to be the silent one...
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haiz,i've missed my exchange present event!
!!!!!sudahlah...
masih ada orang tolong saya ambil...
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went to bowling...
during afternoon....
then tuition.....
at nighttime....
bbq at huey yuin's house...
cannot update ad...
i'm rush of time now!!!!!
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no more blogging or sms now....
off all of these things!
off handphone n blog....
(still can sms me, i will on abt oooo...)
(if gt things to inform me...
juz call to my home)

CONCENTRATE ON SPM!!!

Xx...left 6 days...xx...ponteng again???...xX

erm, i think u guys can guess where i've been...
i hv played truant for abt 2 period.
actually wat i've done was very very wrong~
bcuz i went to c the last rehearsal by the music band + graduate song~
is quite enjoyed when looking others were
either playing instrument or singing with heart.
it's has been a long long time ago to feel tat once more time.
i love to look the preparation of musical things.
(especially the harmonica one...)
n love to join performance.
if i could n i would~
but sometimes.
i forced myself nt to join.
haha~juz like this time.
actually i can join n sing along~
(indeed i love this song much)
(erm...juz ignore those negative comments fr the "proS")
juz wish them can hv a very very very gud performance tml~
2009's 毕业生ban sai~~~~
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incredible things happen...
during recces time...
me n mi hoon when to hokkien association...
juz go to have a look~
our band had moved to hokkien association laz few week
becuz...SPM is around the corner...
as our band is a quite~~~kind...
so, we moved for this period...
oppppssss
nt we, should b "them"
i'd officially off since 4/7/09 around 10.45am
haha~~~
so, we played truat~~
ponteng to hA
when we r going back...
nxrmxlx(i think yh students should noe)
was at the gate there!!
OMG!so, we ran away~~
enter the school fr the other entrance...
but at there....
CAT was there...
at last...NOTHING happen
=.="""""being booooooooomed to either north or south pole...
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after the "impossible" mission....
we met weng kheng.
i asked mi hoon to go back to class first...
n i talked sth private wif him...
actually i m really worried him.
juz...erm...ok,juz merely he is an "intellectual"
he will think much...
when i talked wif him...
i found tat, he is really "GROWN" up!
well done, wk.
will let u feast a nice dinner if i gt $$
tat's gud u can think tat way...
hope u will set urself more freedom n corner to do some decision....
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erm...
today i juz discovered...
actually~~~
many ppl in yu hua~are very easy to deal with,
like~~~~sb who i met at library today~
when i went to find huini~~~
somehow i juz avoid to b close wif sb...
becuz of fear
fear to b insulted by someone.
but, i found tat...
when u let go the burden...
u will noe what r u doing....
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i've discoverd some ways to study sejarah~~~
it's quite funny n efficient u noe...
haha~~~i will share this with u if u ask me^^
i'm totally excited...
abt tml's garuation day!!!!!
tat's my big day....
sad for leaving from here
happy because i will start a whole new world after this day
i will hv to b more mature
aptly as a big girl
ok...tat's all for today's diary

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let me announce sth at here~~~

i will hv my SPM next wed....
18/11-14/12
it's a
damn long exam period
indeed it's the most important examination for us.
let's paddle our own cannoe n do the best in this exam.

these r my exam sub.
18/11-BM1,2 + SEJ1
(going to die for BM)
19/11-BI1,2 + SEJ2
(going to die for both sub)
23/11-MM1,2
(praying for no any CARELESS MISTAKES!)
24/11-moral
(hafal nilai till die)
25/11-Add maths 1,2
(OMG!Disaster)
30/11-bio1,2,3
(nightmare................................)
1/12-ak1,2
(erm................)
3/12-phy1,2,3
(count til die)
8/12-chemis 1,2,3
(OMG!Pray for getting higher grade,no matter which grade)
14/12-chinese1,2(laz paper)
(i do love this paper, but, hard to score....)

*when i think i can, sure i can...*
*juz try my best, buddha will always at my side.*

Xx...想回一切的时候。...xX

=。=看了标题，会以为我很想念以前的东西？
也许是。

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看到现在的他们，
我再想回以前的我们。
很多事情，
也许改变了。
可是，
我真的很不明白那个人
有必要这么说？
是的， 也许是这样
但是， 谁都知道，
你做这些事情 ，不是为了自己
我想回我当时真的很想努力往上爬的日子
我绝不甘愿输给他人。
是的，我不甘愿！
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看回我朋友写给我的纪念册，
我不禁微笑。
我有一个朋友
画了我在台上的背影
指挥乐队，歌咏的图片
有一群人，在喊

“XXX，你很型！
XXX，你很靓
XXX，我叫。。。”

我看了，我真的觉得，
他很了解我
他怎么会知道，
我会喜欢这样的纪念册？？
谢谢你。
虽然跟你不熟。
我最喜欢这张纪念册。
有些人就画SAX给我...
还有另一个人，写

“我看到你在音乐上的自信”

谢谢这个人
她也是说进我的心。
不过，那只是假象。
很实话说。

如果说学钢琴， 很有气质，
那，我就是那个世界中的例外。
因为我连气质都没有
如果说指挥很型，
那，我也是其中的例外
因为，我很吵。
如果说我可以handle choir的东西
对不起
其实我的音准差到。。。
如果说我可以吹好sax，
那，根本是个笑话。
对不起
我没有天分

so，结论是
我在音乐里是没有自信
也更加没有天分
不像我所有的junior
教练都说他们都有天分
我？哈哈哈。。。
想回以前的我
我真的是对这一门
有自己的自信。
如今？
一滴也找不到了。

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有一点羡慕

不，可以说是妒忌

music band，口琴队的

可以那么相信自己

我，就是做不到

Xx...left 7 days...xX

哈哈，今天还是无聊的一天~
不过~
今天还是有跟yin mei说了很多东西
（包括我的不满！！！
不是考试的不满，是XX的不满！）
其实我真的很讨厌那种人!!!!
我很讨厌她这样说!!!!!!!!
不要问我那个人是谁,
我不会告诉你!
除了~yin mei~~~
哈哈~~~

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今天到了一点二,
又来了!
两个人的sej~
==
不过也好.
总比多多人在好得多.

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不去jusco看2012了哦~
迟点考完试去看~
不过晚上照去!
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米粉不要去bbq噢噢噢。。。
真的是有够什么的！
唉，不用说了~
我就去吃饱他~~~

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很累了，
不想读了。
亦不想说什么
万事只因我太懒惰。

Xx...left 8 days...xX

haiz...today, my class hs only 6 ppl came to school~
anyway,
we came for chinese class.
haha~~~
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getting very moody...
nid to deter this ad...
if not...
i will face a big problem during my exam...
i will nt do well for my SPM...
i will nvr allow myself to hv this such mood for exam
fas!!!
pls awake fr this nightmare!
pls....
juz concetrate ur exam...

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唱歌？真的是凭自己的随意而唱？
练习，真的很需要看心情？
我，不明白。
这些真的很重要吗？
是的，也许是这样的。
我，没有办法评论。
我，静静就好。

Xx...left 9 days...xx...no lie anymore...ok?...xX

一大早，有点气。
只因我有一个朋友没有来。
pass...
talk this afterward...

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今天，是我们add maths 老师的生日！
祝她永远健康快乐！！！
她，是教了我很久的老师．
可以说是中一，中二，然后中四中五．
尔．．．
对于这位老师，
我感觉还不错．
至少，她是一位尽责的老师，
疼爱我们的老师．
为我们争取一切的老师．
是的，她很好的．
她是典型的天蝎座．
我们班跟５Ｅ，５Ｆ一起庆祝．
哈哈，我今天的心情不大好，
想宣泄不好的情绪．

＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝

别再骗我了，好吗？
我们不是姐妹吗？
明明知道我能够一眼看穿你，
为什么你．．．
唉．．．
你说你没事了，
我可以相信你吗？
对不起，
我不能．
你说你只是不小心弄倒你自己的眼睛敏感，
那是真的吗？
对不起，
我不相信．
为什么我会不相信？
因为你保存的
太多了．
别人告诉我的，
我也知道了．
够了，我讨厌谎言！！！！
不管是真是假，
我，
不想理了．