Friday, October 19, 2012

Xx...i felt myself so weird...xX

i felt myself kinda reluctant to do sth else in projects.
i'm not like dis during f6.
wat i need nowadays,
is the me, during f6.

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i just duno wat happened to myself.
these days, i was quite lazy/
i dun really wanna to admit it,
but it is the fact.
i just can't stand for the laziness of mine.

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我很想呐喊,
很想哭,
很想说,
我不想在这里。

我很想说,
我真的不喜欢天天都被画画这门事追赶着。

很累很累。

自己真的很不喜欢去探索画画的世界,

我真的很想只是单纯的玩音乐。

不知为什么,

被遗忘了的梦想,

再次被提醒。

该醒了。

不要再去想念。

Wednesday, October 17, 2012

Xx...little girl?...xX

I was thinking quite a lot for these days.
What am I thinking actually?
I do not know either.
Too much to express and to many to b understood in a sudden.

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sometimes,
i felt myself too childish n like to nag everyone bsides me.
too bad.
i'm just like that i wonder.

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tiring.

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little girl like me,
felt myself so short whenever standing bside a boy.
too much of difference.

hate to admit it
but it's true~XD~
hey man.

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i noe, i just can't live without u.
sb.
i do,
i do really love u somehow.
do u feel it?

i duno whether u sensed it or what,
but i noe it clearly,
what i want.

i need everything from u.
this is the name called as missing.
loved u so much indeed.


Monday, October 15, 2012

Xx...felt reluctant...xX

sometimes, i felt reluctant to do sth.
sometime,i just wanna to b myself.
sometime, i just couldn't ignore the negative feelings of mine,
can it b exploded for nth?
it shouldn't somehow.
i just dislike it.
the negative feelings.

if yes, i would just ignore it.
but sometime,
it is not allowed to do so.

pls><~
i'm tired actually.

Sunday, October 14, 2012

Xx...如果你也听说...xX

下雨了,
心,
一直一直的跳动。
带着,
无法释怀的疼痛。
这,
就是分手之后的征兆。

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心里,
不断地痛。
知道,自己没有停止的思念,
不明显
但也没有隐藏,

不想收起来,
但是,
也不想显示出自己心里
无限的伤痛。

不痛,
一点也不。

只是,
希望我们还有希望,
能够牵着彼此的手,
看着对方,
告诉对方,
自己爱的人,
是你。

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如果你也听说,
那么,
我真的很想把心里的牵挂,
告诉你,
很想告诉你,
我很想你,
我真的真的很想。

没有继续挽留,
是因为知道你心里没有了我
如果你也听说,
那么,
我想要把你留在我身边。

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压抑的情绪,
十分不稳定。
心里的思绪,
没有了停顿。

这是什么感觉?

这种东西,

也没有什么好值得留恋?

我不知道。

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忙碌的生活完全没有把你忘了,
只是把你放在心里的位置。
越来越前面,
越来越思念。

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忘不了?
也不是。

那么,

选择性失忆