发梦比较快

开始欣赏宫崎骏的作品的那一天，
我认识了久石让
久石让先生有点像刘青云
当我观看他指挥的25周年的演奏会时，
我惊讶！
你绝对没有想到！
原来天空之城可以用乐队marching出场！
很特别
也有jazz band~
很好听，也很感人。
几时的我，才能拥有这一片天地？
也许不会有，
也许发梦会比较快。
对！作梦比较快。
向往着不可能属于自己的生活是很痛苦的~
><赫赫。。。
忘了他吧。。。

Xx...blogging again....xX

i love to write at here for no reason^^

a relax station to write~express indeed~

erm, i need more energy to finish all my revision...

but, i hv nt really start to pay attention on it...

my frens go to genting~T.T

i enormously wanted to go with them...

but, tat's only a day dream

tat's a impossible to follow them to there.

haha~hope they will perform well~^^

opppsss, it is for sure to perform well...

nt only "will" cuz they r my idol~^^

i had started the physics P1 questions.

erm...quite "difficult" for me...

as i haven studied anything...

somemore...those r level 1 question...

(i rmbed wat my uncle said to his tuition student at chemistry tution class, somewhere in bahau...)

"ok!this is a level 1 question, if sb did wrong for these question, pls~

long piah at here...=.="

tat's wat he said...true indeed,

we hv no reason to make it wrongly!><

situation get worst now.

can i let it go?

Xx...stupid!!!...xX

i haven start my revision yet~

yes!ready to FAIL!...

erm. actually, i m trully worried my trial...

but, i hv no idea to CONCENTRATE!

when i m going to start my chemistry or physics revision...

my heart hs already gone to somewhere else...

haiz...trully wanted to run away from reality.

to encounter exam, need work hard...

to confront the fear, need neither work hard nor concentrate,

but require more confidence.

but where is it? i nid more power.

i nid sb to tell me..

when i listen to joe hisaishi's music.

i cried.not only had been touched.

juz becuz i hv realilized tat i cannot go further in music path

i m nt talented.

AT ALL.

envious toward my frends indeed.

cuz i din own it.

my dad also forbid me to continue with music.

yay, mayb at last i will be defeated by reality.

i will nt further my study to japan,

forget bout music.

stop learning piano...

dun even let me hv the qualification to continue ANYMORE

tat's all.

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depressed for a week.

neither of my fren realize tat,

i think.

although they knew it,

there r no point to let me feel good..

haiz...

Xx...spm trial...5 days...xX

gambateh!
no blogging anymore...
concentrate,
plz...
><
ok~bb

Xx...penang trip...visited my grandma...xX

^^22/8-25/8^^
went to penang for these days,so i didn't post anything^^
let me begin my talk~^^ladies n gentlemen~
felt excited for the 1st day, since i hv nt gone to penang for half years^^
as my grandma hs sicked for few weeks, we hv decided to go for some days...
sacrificed my tuition(T.T) but i thought tat's valuable.
nvr regret of it! i've eaten a lot~~~~~~
till i've become fatter!!!!!increase 3 kg(T,T)...
erm, this few days, many happened,
nt outside of my body, is inside my mind.
many things made me felt guilty, sad n depressed...
erm, trully, i spent lot of time to sms wif my frens...
i'll press my phone whenever we were going to...
except during breakfast, lunch and also dinner...
i've sms wif kar yee(dear sis), chang chang, jau ni, hor yin, wai kee, hor yan...
haha~quite happy to sms wif my 偶像~><
i found tat all of them r band's member...
tat's represent, i nvr forget them wherever i go...
m i a loyal girl^^hehe~
actually, tat's meant, i will nvr forgt them no wonder wat happened.
at penang, most the time i thought bout band
haiz, i hv no idea to CONCENTRATE my stupid academic~
although the books were opened, i did nt read it.
since i came back, i will post photo i've taken later...
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