Xx...怎么了...xX

最讨厌忽冷忽热的感觉，
很累。
怎么你会这样。
不了解为什么会这样。
我不想要我们之间只是这样的交情。

心，
会真的很累。

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很想呐喊，
却不知怎么做。

Xx...愧疚感？...xX

不知不觉，
这种感觉一拥而上。
到底为什么？
我不知道。

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这种感觉是叫做爱情吗？
我不知道。
觉得，
自己真的很像一个第三者。

这种感觉是叫做喜欢吗？

我已经开始麻木了。

不再思考，

这是怎么一回事。

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课文都读不进去。
怎么回事？

觉得很压力。

可是又不知怎么说。

很累很累。

不想再多想。。。

Xx...i felt alone...xX

it is just a feeling somehow.
i dislike to feel so, but we hv to,
in a certain process.
we nvr know,
how loniness we are b4 leaving hse,
n we strongly feel it,
after leaving the warm hse.
i missed my home,
so much.
though felt annoying while trying to gt back home,
but tat's the feeling.
at least,
we gt the chance to stay at home.
now, i gt injured,
i felt the loniness.

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actually,
i gt a bunch of friends.
but r they belong to me?
i always asked this to myself.
they aren't actually.

they hv their own life as well.

they hv their own way to start their work as well.

everyone's thinking, time, are so different.

we never know, what we what and what we need.

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can i n alone always?
i duno how long i could sand for it.
i nvr feel so,
in band.

cuz i noe,
everyone gt their own patterns.

hapi day.

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Xx...情非得已...xX

这样的你，
想让我自己不误会都很困难。
但是，
会尽全力避开。
你，
是有女人的男人，
而我只不过是你的朋友。