Friday, August 21, 2009

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0v3d6SFcDys

原来一首流行曲可以这样古典的共鸣!
愿与热爱音乐者共勉之
一首歌曲不需要只有固定的版本
寻找自我的风格
才是音乐

Xx...spm...10 days....xX

好久没有用母语写blog
今天是个很特别的日子~
怎么说呢??
因为今天育华的中五生,
除了有考绘画课的.
其他的都不需要去学校~
哈哈~
留在家里发呆~
^^其实怎么说呢?
要读书,可是没有心情。。。
补习完了,
我才不经意的收拾行李。
明天要去penang
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i've read chang chang's blog...
....
k...although he talked tat...
i think i will continue my thought...
sori ya...
aiyo~
my pillow~juz let me sleep lol~
next time no chance ad...
hehe^^
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i missed band's life...
but,
no one will understand tat feeling...
i think,
none of the form 5 can sacrifise thier fun to continue practise anymore...
somehow...
i really wanted to stay for my whole life.
but i could nt
n i m nt allowed
as i m a prison of SPM now,
forbidden to stay at home...
to study study study!
==
wat a boring proggramme...
haiz...
when they hv begun practice,
i will listen.
my feeling is controlled by them~
dear band members...
i m always looking u guys from far apart...
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i wanted to leave yu hua...
very much...
but, i can't...
as there r many things waiting for me...
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left:10 days

Thursday, August 20, 2009

Xx...spm...11 days....xX

today~is our dearest ex-ketua pengawas's birthday~
hehe~dear huey yuin~
hapi birthday ya^^
actually...
today our class hv celebrated our class teacher's birthday
Pn Arin~~~muaksz~^^happy birthday yay~^^
since we r nt going to school tml~
so, we celebrated today^^
happy birthday to them^^

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my parent become more nervous
becuz of...
haiz, sometimes i really hate to b his sister.
but, some how i cannot choose my family by myself....
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after uncle sam's talk...
i found tat...
academic is nt really the whole thing at all...
as a human being,
the most important aspect...
is to communicate well with others...
as we live with population
although there r many difference amongst ppl
we still nid to communicate.
thus, language is more important compared with academic.
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i found tat i really mind my academic much...
since i duno how to do the pure science subjects' question
erm,also for the add maths, modern maths n akaun...
haha~i duno how to do lol...
>
cried harshly, to gt rid of the nightmare for 1 second.
n continue studied chinese after crying...
gradually sleepy n juz sleep....
becuz of tiring...
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i juz want to sleep well...
k~gud nite...

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

Xx...spm...12 days...special day...awaken fr sorrow...xX

form 4 and the lower 6 students hv their exam today~
luckily form 3 n 5 do nt hv exam~
(but after school holiday, the form 5 will b suffer!omg!)
n today, a very special day~
since our class will nt hv class...
hoooooooooooooray~
but...
we will go to listen a ceramah for the whole day...
booooooooooooo....
haha~
5C,5E and 5G are chosen to listen it~
i did learn many valuable knowledge in this ceramah~~
truly~
tat's a unbelievable talk fr dearest uncle sam.
he did really make us burst fr cocoon~^^
ok~let me introduce our dearest uncle sam~
he is talkative
(of course!if nt, how could him become a public speaker~==)
n also friendly~nt ego as other speaker i've met b4...^^
today, he gave a talk about the reality~
erm, he really told us a lot of information...
information tat proved the world is
very very very harsh, challenging, cruel and so on
wat's the world going to b,
after we graduate?
after our exam?
It should b very free for us becuz we hv just finished our exam...
tat's my thought b4 the talk,
after the talk...
it seen tat we hv no time to play or hv fun anymore!
the remaining thing is...
IMPROVE OUR ENGLISH!
it's important for nowadays...
haiz, it really made me mad...
(when heard abt improve english...)
but, wat he brought to us is rite~
we should face it!
face it without fear!
get rid of it!
yay~
tat's it~get rid of it.
he did ask a question
tat might b ask during the scholarships' interview.
b4 he ask question~
he past 10 1 ringgit to mero and siew lee~
if sb answered question,
he will give it~
ok.let's continue those question~
special question u noe~
ok~start!!!!
question 1-If you r a tree, wat tree u would like to b~
ok, tat's the 1st question he asked.
erm...let's compare others to mine!
mine~ i would like to b a tree tat emit heat(i mean warm) to the others. i wish to hv an ability to help the earth b more cleaner n nt poluted~if i could~
ps: i din forward my answer to uncle sam~as i could nt speak fluencely~~^^
others..fn 1= i would like to b cactus tree...i could survive under a very very bad situation~n also, i can attack the ppl who wants to attack me with my needle~
(of course uncle sam did asked a lot of question, like y u want to b,it means??,r u sure n so on)
fn 2=k, this answer is quite boooooooomed!
i would like to b a Christmas tree(=.=) i will nt die easily~becuz i still can survive although the surrounding is extremely cold!i will nt wilt easily...
(uncle sam asked~r u sure the fact is correct? he answered yes firmly...wondering where's the courage came fr...)
fn 3= i would like to b apple tree~becuz the fruits is full of vitamin tat gud for our body~to improve our skin~n also increase the immunity system in body
PS!!!!it's quite a big difference with my frens, rite?mine seen tat very childish lol...
ok~start question 2
IF U ARE A CAR, WAT CAR U WANT
TO B~
erm, actually i hv forgotten all the ppl's answer,
but i will say mine~
but the only thing i rmbed is yee mun's answer~~
becuz she was the 1st person to answer question~
n uncle sam was SO PROUD of her~
haha~
let's c the answer~
mine: i would like to b a flying car. I can flying over the world, save those who were being suffering in their life~of course, if i could~i would b santa clause's car~so tat he can drive me to give out present to every children tat wish to hv one. becuz santa clause is a symbolitic of hope!^^i would like to help him to emit his kindness to whole the world!
(again~i din hv courage to present it~)
yee mun's= i will b a racing car, so tat i can continue survive with my speed n enery!
(a simple answer n shown tat she is ready to face the harsh world><)
haha~tat's question i could rmb...
he said,
to survive in the world,
body, mind and soul r the asset to face it!
they r harmony in our body!
nt only these, u noe~
he advised us to b 3C's students~
which C=critical thinking, creativeness and communication!
it's really meant everything in a person(FOR ME)
it really did represent the whole thing in his or her body n mind!
we nid to ask more quetion, think more question~
for me, it looks like...newton!
>
i m forced to study science!T.T
haha~anyway,
wat he talked is truth!
ppl need to think to enhance the value and ability for u n me!
tat's no more comparison of academic results when we r going to face the world!
when we r going to start our first step to our college life!
since we r too young and well protected by parent
he shared a lot of true story with us...
it made me felt tat,
ppl r stupid nowadays.
they r too naive~
at least, i knew
importance of english.
luckily i m nt tat gang!
haah~
after recess time,
we continued the 2nd session!
but i really very very very angry becuz of those disrespect person!
how dare can left there without permission?
n somemore!
this ceramah is gud!
y should they left becuz of their lazy bug came to say harlo with them!
really felt ashamed b one of their classmate!!
y there r no one who noes...
ppl who stands infront of us
they had practised lot to prove they can show u sth!
y should them left?
n y they hv the reason to leave school like this?
n lastly! y they can b tat disrespect to uncle sam!who is a very very gud talker!
HALO!MAN!
u hv the chances to sit at the seminar room to listen a valuable talk u noe!
since u want to miss it like this,
u r a...
haiz! Y yu hua students became like this?
is this our CULTURE?
plz!do nt practise it anymore!
i hate ppl tat did nt understand ppl's feeling!
i think i can do a very long name list if i wish to list their name!
shameful...
haiz!
after the recess time, we started with the story of an eagle!
it was a touch story!
n i think tat's a facts!
i m wondering,
how can an eagle hv the mind to continue life?
how could they face tat firmly?
i wish to become eagle.
soaring high at the mountain...
at the sky~
after sharing the story~
we started games~
it's quite fun!^^
uncle sam had written two words.
TSUNAMI EARTHQUAKE
from these 2 words,
u can create different word since they have the alphabelt inside these words!
hehe~
my group had create 200 words~^^
n then, 2nd game
create the word tat hv the same alphabelt infront n behind
eg: BULB
EXAMPLE
my group hv done with 107 words~
nt too bad~
^^
it's really fun to play~
n at last we hv a mini mini commnicate game~
the first group was talking abt weapons
==
i m wondering,
wat they r thinking everyday...
my group is one malaysia.
^^
quite a gud topic,rite?
haha~
we did enjoyed in this ceramah!
well done to those who were really stay back until 2.30pm
u guys really good~u noe~^^
but to those who r leaving early.
u guys really missed lot!
not a little!
bt a lot!!!!
(nt for those who leaving bcuz they r nt informed to stay back to 2.20pm)
at last of the ceramah.
i went to ask uncle sam sth.
he told me sth i dare to listen.
he said, i should nt give up my dreams becuz of my dad..
yay~
thx uncle sam.
u did it again~
u've burst another cocoon
a cocoon tat saw a light in darkness~
really appreciate!
^^
thx,uncle sam.
we must contact each other always~^^
keep in touch~
(bt nt keep touching me...=,=as wat u had said the story during the talk...)
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tat's wat ucle sam had highlighted to
us~

The management of mind is the accent of life

To be successful outside, you must successful inside

I am an intellectual thinker, I am creative, innovative and imaginative. I am a champion and survivor in the world

English is the superior language of the science and technology

meaningful sentences...^^juz came to share with u guys^^

i really do change a lot after this talk~
wish tat i will b always like tat^^


Tuesday, August 18, 2009

Xx...spm...13 days....xX

也不懂为什么,
今天有点落寞.
去到熟悉的食堂,
买了糯米鸡!
竟然!是酸的!
根本吃不下!
算!
我就退货之后就去买面包吃~
然后呢,
我就去带过simpangan,
去到scout tapak吃咯.
哈哈...
结果献民看到了.><
不好意思啦
如果我在那里吃,
一定被记名
我不要被记名。
对不起啦
下次不敢了!
之后呢,就上华语。
听老师给taklimat
老师说了很多拿分的技巧
也说了很多让我忐忑不安的话
可能太过担心考不好
很怕作文写到不切题之类的。
莫名的不开心
可能姐姐又不在我身边
其实不喜欢她不在身边的日子
怎么说呢?
她不在的时候,
感觉到空空的。
不过,算了吧
一个人也能很好
之后上数学的时候。
我觉得我好像做错甚一样,
XX没有理我。
不懂,我突然很害怕。
所幸,以上皆是我的猜想。
并不是我做错什么
心情跌入谷底!
不知为甚我会心情不好
要去上国语的时候。
突然才知道老师没有来!
就跑出去咯~
找昌昌安城他们~
找他们说话咯~
说了很多废话,
也躺了昌昌的肩膀很久
昌昌是我的免费枕头~
(dada是我免费抱枕~)
赫赫~
躺在枕头很久
(就是说ponteng了很久)
说了很多废话
我们两个在做打算
要。。。
赫赫。。。
感动我的朋友们!
然后才跟城走去大门口那里~
我就回班
呆到放学才觉得我浪费了很多时间
其实也不懂为什么
烦躁
其实最近很容易生气
奇怪
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最近很喜欢我的久石让的音乐~
真的很好听
值得听!
日本的风格!
哈哈~

Monday, August 17, 2009

Xx...spm trial...14days...xX

today all of the sn stream classes were ordered
to go to listen the teknik menjawab for physics ><
so, we went to listen it><
erm...
it's quite ok for me...
n also the add maths one...
actually today is quite bad luck lar...
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but nvr min...
is nt very bad at all...
haha~
when i go to muntaz there...
scolded by her~
actually nt scold lar...
juz said i m a sotong
=.="haiz...
today we hv handed in our karangan as hw><
TMD!rush for 2 isi in 30 min...
super hyper fast~!!
haha~
after tuition,
stay at home lar for sure...
then i go to try to start the chorus part of "tat song"
but then hoh...
i can't compose those bar's melody...
the meoldy suppose to b modulation for a higher semitone key...
><
haiz~
someone~
plz give me some idea to continue the melody~
^^
start fr 8pm,
i start to hv a mini mini exam...
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start my add maths paper 2...
finished by 10.30pm...
the marks...
omg!
59/100 ONLY!
TMD!
how come tat low...
mayb becuz of those careless mistake...
n also the question i duno how to do..
especially TRIGONOMETRY!
haiz!
gambateh!since still left 13 days.

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其实,难得有自己想要发展的目标不是不好
而是你知道自己要走哪条路了,
没有人给与你支持
找到=没有找到
茫茫人海中,
知音真的很难寻找.
不知歌者苦,但伤知音稀
拥有同一个梦想的人更难找.
即使找到了
也许他比你早放弃了梦想...
曾经的我,不会放弃,
如今的我,犹豫不决.
一年前后,世事难料.
什么都是,没有固定的答案
豪,不懂你还记不记得我们当时的梦想
一个去极西的国家,一个去极东的国家
两个朝不同的方向读我们喜爱的音乐?
也许你放弃了,
但是我依然记得
爸爸很坚持,不希望我读
妈妈很随意,说喜欢就读
教练也曾说,乐不由我读
我也想决定,是否要去读
依序而决定,那时没得读
只因太迟了,没时间去读
><
困扰的问题,依然在脑转
音乐与理科,到底甚最好
世事无绝对,所以没答案
就算有答案,还是在烦恼
><
人间实在太短暂,
所以才要更美好。
乐队生活杂滋味,
无人知晓当中乐。
一曲完了又一曲,
当中谁知愁滋味?
乐就如白驹过隙,
有谁能明乐中理?
就算寻到我知己,
但是却在千里外。
><
我从现在要寻找我的人生。
很快的,
我就要毕业了。。。
也许你说不能,
但是我依然会记得,
我曾经拥有这个梦!
总有一天,
我能够达成梦想!

Sunday, August 16, 2009

Xx...pain...xX

quite bad luck today
is quite pain for the 1st day of...
haha~
i think u guys noe, rite><
(no nid to pretend u duno...sure u noe><)
haiz...
scare to eat the panadol after sue sien described it friday...
today, my family had a simple praying to huan shen...
duno u guys noe anot...
><
this made me thought lots lol...
SPM, my parent...
they looked very stress...
i think tat is becuz of my brother...
somehow i gt the kind of idea to persuade my brother to study hard...
but...
siggatarus boy!
hate it!
they r nt a ppl who listen to advice...
i meant BOYZ! nt girl~
ok?
this few day quite bad luck~
based on the horoscope prediction~
i will hv gud luck if i go to bed b4 10 tonite...
erm...
such an impossible mission...
but for my gud luck!
i will go to bed early tonite~
wakaka~
PS: i've edited the music playlist for 12 songs...
4 japan songs
4 chinese pop songs
4 english songs
if u dun like the song u listen on current,
u can skip it~
^^
^enjoy it^
^tat's music 4 me^
i will change it once for 3 months~
^^
hehe~
IF I CAN
haha~
erm...abt the H1N1 case,
i heard tat was a positive test...
hey, fren, be tough!
we guys will always support u!
u are one of those sunshine for me
i will wish gud luck!
u will gt well very very very very very very sooooooooooon!!!!!
fren...
we r always at ur side...
gambateh...
i hv nt studdied yet for today becuz of the pain...
going to do my revision~
bb~^^guys
muacks~