我的最后最后的笑容。。。。

我一定要答应自己，不再放纵他们了。。。
一定要做到最好。。。
我不能让自己那么心软。。。
因为疼所以要更加严肃。。。
我会想办法让他们进步的。。。
我一定会。。。
只为了我们的明天更加明亮。。。



我不喜欢让自己脱离每个人的方向。。。
可是。。。
昭霓已经做了第一步。。。
我也必须让自己严肃。。。
不能笑。。。
是吗？？？一定做不到的。。。
尽量吧~~~

发生了什么事？？？

不知从什么时候开始。。。
我也不知道发生了什么事。。。
我不明白为什么我觉得我们不是死党了。。。
你可能不知道，
你的每一句话，
让我认为我好像不是你的朋友了。。。
因为你从来都不重视我们吗？？
我不知道，
唉。。。
有时，真的觉得，
你步入的领域，让我窒息。。。
因为我觉得你不需要了。。。
不需要这只脚。。。
我好想你坦诚面对自己。。。
算了吧。。。
你也许认为，现在的人很难相信吧。。。
我。。
只能静静看着你。。。
就算我们的距离只有1cm。。。
可是我们的心。。。
好像很远很远。。。

christmas eve...

a ordinary day like i past b4...
bored n nothing to do...
kaka...
finally i chat wif su yi...
i din chat wif them b4....
he gave me an add...
tat was nice to hear...
kaka...
during the conversation wif him...
i found tat he really like onn sang...
haiz...
he made me felt tat...
i can't forget ppl tat hurt me bad...
haiz...
not only me...
my dearest junior...
n also....
my frenz...
i dunnoe how to say...
mayb wat he did is right...
but...
i still miss him...
i also found tat i've forgotten der yaw...
i have no feelings to him ad...
kaka...
mayb...
haha~~~~it made me more happy than now...
i wanna to have some idea to plan the time of section practice...
o no~~~~
i dunnoe how to do lel...
c ming li gt time anot..
find a chance to chat wif him lol...
kaka...
i dun want to do any mistake again...
i m hoping tat i can b more perfect...
hope tat i can make my dream come true...

funny trip to time square...

hehe...
after the meeting of planing game 4 majlis perpisahan...
we guys ad promised to go there to celebrate...
edmund,jau ni, lee ban fuat n also mei kuei's birth...
haha...
sometimes...
felt hate to wait ppl...
but,after the man came...
we guys will b more joyful...
kaka~~
cuz he'll create many many jokes...
haha...
so, on the way to kl...
was really fun n joyful...
haha...
wat a joyful n funny trip...
we guys kept laughting at the ktm n monorail...
haha...
den we guys went to the restaurant...
haha...
many happen...
n also funny...
it made me think bout sth tat i dun wanna to think back...
really...
when they r together with us...
i m not tat close with them...
n now...
they left us now...
haiz...
i juz felt tat...
i really wasted all the time ad...
but...
if i think back...
it was not really like wat m i thinking...
hehe...
den...
i found tat my frens relationship wif other fren change alot...
haiz...
i can't help....
because i m not the justice...
no matter wat happen to them...
if i can help...
sure i will help...
n then, we guys went shopping...
omg!!!
so many milk teddy....
love it!!!
u noe...
all the products of milk teddy were nice~~~
yaya~~~
tell u silently...
i gt 2 purse,1 hp bag n also 3 bag of mt products~~~~
yaya~~~
like it very much...
sob sob...
i m hope tat my camera can b fixed early...
so, i can take many many photo...
haiz...
i din i have no chance ad lol...
haiz...
den go to buy new year shirts...
hehe...
so many nice shirts~~~
haha~~~
but not 4 my size...
hehe...
at last...
i went back wif mei kuei's father...
to her home...
haha...
den...
on the way...
we talked alot...
abt junior n future...
it makes me felt tat...
i'll go on the next day...
i'll b very very miss them when i left my band...