Friday, September 24, 2010

100 truths abt abalone~^^bao yun~

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. (That's y I was praying not to be tag...)

(To do this, go to "notes" under tabs on your profile page, copy and paste this note, erase my answers and enter your own, tag people (inthe right hand corner of the app) then click publish.)

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. Last beverage:plain water

2. Last phone call:tan weng cheong

3. Last text message: eric khong~

4. Last song you listened to: 泪海

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. Dated someone twice: .....

7. Been cheated on: yes.

8. Kissed someone & regretted it: of course nt!

9. Lost someone special: ya...missed those days....

10. Been depressed: erm...too fat~XD

11. Been drunk and threw up: nope~sori~anti alcohol~^^

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:

12. red^^

13. white~^v^

14. yellow~

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2010)

15. Made a new friend: halo!for sure lol!

16. Fallen out of love: hahahaha.....

17. Laughed until you cried: yaya~

18. Met someone who changed you: i think, yes!

19. Found out who your true friends were: i think this is privacy~

20. Found out someone was talking about you:haha~

21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: gt gt gt~^^ dada n eunice ho^^

22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: haha~almost noe d~

23. How many kids do you want to have:walao~very subjective d lol~

24. Do you have any pets: nope~

25. Do you want to change your name: nope~my name is unique enough wat~

26. What did you do for your last birthday?: juz a simple dinner...but tat day~all of the morians n bio kensettians sang birthday song to me~quite touched^^

27. What time did you wake up today: 4.30 am~

28. What were you doing at midnight last night: sleep lol~wat u want to do o!

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for:har~holidays~so i can go cameron n genting wif my band!

30. Last time you saw your Father: har~nw lar!

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: haha~let me b more hardworking~

32. What are you listening to right now: kiss the rain~

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: tom??no lol!

34. What's getting on your nerves right now: exam n muet!!!

35. Most visited webpage: Facebook & blogger

36. What's your real name: tan bao yun~

37. Nicknames:

My Family : bao yun

My close friends :abalone, ah bou, bao bao, bao yu, bao yun, yun jie~

KB Band Family:mummy~bao yu~yu~

Relationship Status: .....in a relationship lol~

39. Zodiac sign: cancer

40. Male or female : female

41. Elementary?: sjk (c) yu hua

42. Middle School?: smjk yu hua

43. High school/college?: mbsskl

44. Hair colour: black lo~.

45. Long or short: not long not short.. :D

46. Height: 162

47. Do you have a crush on someone?: ya...i think.

8: What do you like about yourself?:nope~

49. Piercings:yup~

50. Tattoos: ==i dun want d lol~

51. Righty or lefty: righty

FIRSTS :

52. First surgery: erm, i was 8 years old tat time~

53. First piercing: 13 years old~

54. First best friend: everyone~

55. First sport you joined:forgot jor~

56. First vacation: forgt jor~

58. First pair of trainers: i dont remember

RIGHT NOW

59. Eating: watermelon~

60. Drinking: nothing

61. I'm about to: Answer the next question

62. Listening: tv's sound~

63. Waiting: sb lol`

YOUR FUTURE :

64. Want kids? : haha~for sure gua~

65. Get Married? : haha~yes gua~

66. Career? :secret~

WHICH IS BETTER :

67. Lips or eyes: both

68. Hugs or kisses:Hugs~

69. Shorter or taller: shorter~

70. Older or Younger: younger~

71. Romantic or spontaneous: Romantic

72. Nice stomach or nice arms: both!!!!

73. Sensitive or loud:c lar~who noes~

74. Hook-up or relationship: haha~privacy~

75. Trouble-maker or hesitant: aiyo~i dun like lol!

HAVE YOU EVER:

76. Kissed a stranger: halo!my mum gt tell me dun talk to the strangers d lol!since i hv nvr talked to strangers, do u think i'll kiss one of them???

77. Drank hard liquor: No

78. Lost glasses/contacts:haha....nope~

79. Sex on first date:nope!!!

80. Broken someone's heart: ya...

82. Been arrested: nope~

83. Turned someone down: yaya~

84. Cried when someone died: Yes.

85. Fallen for a friend?:no loL!

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself: no!

87. Miracles: yes

88. Love at first sight: NO

89. Heaven: .....half half

90. Santa Claus: haha~^^yaya~

91. Kiss on the first date: nope~

92. Angels: half half~

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: nope!

95. Did you sing today?: nope~haven~

96. Ever cheated on somebody?: yes,~bt for fun d~

97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: go back to yu hua form 4 form 5 life~

98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: 627 concert~

99. Are you afraid of falling in love?:mayb...yes or no~

100. Posting this as 100 truths?: postING~

Monday, September 20, 2010

Xx...父爱...xX

父爱,是含蓄的,
是无法用肉眼看见的,
也许他躲藏在很难的20题数学里,
也许他就在一句“小心”里,
也许他就在火车站等待里,
也许他就在每一天不眠不休里,
甚至一片片的面包,
一滴滴的奶油里,
都找得到,
但,
往往,
他太隐秘,
我们,肉眼看不见。
因为,他变成了理所当然。
谢谢,这20题数学
让我明白这一切

也许你会好奇,
问:为什么是20题数学题?而不是其他东西让你有感触。
老实说吧,
本人这几个星期,
都跟数学打闹。
以前处得还可以,
但是,
近期,
他惹上我。
他让我想跟他离婚~
(最近很多人都用:in a relationship wif sejarah, spm....)
其实,看起来简单,
我却不能动用脑筋。
以前热爱数学,
逐渐的,
喜欢数学的感觉不见了,
剩下的感觉只有,
“要考好的感觉!”
多么讽刺。
只有爸爸,看见我哭了一回又一回,
忍不住,
陪伴我完成了这项不可能完成的数学题。

往往,
我都以为爸爸不在乎我。
也许,
我想错了。
对,爸爸是在乎我们,
但是,身为老二,
我却不敢要求什么。
真的。
因为上有需要资助的兄长,
下有需要照顾的幼妹。
我,看得清楚。

不为什么。
我知道,我不能太任性。
也许偶尔要求吃些昂贵的食物,
也许偶尔任性的放弃一些事情,
也许偶尔任性的留在乐队里,
都让他整天麻烦了。
所以,
我只要好好读书,
好好的考好成绩,
好好的照顾自己,
就是对他最好的帮助了吧?

爸爸,
也许嘴巴常常都毒辣,
但是,
心也许是善良的。
其实,
有时真的被他的毒辣,
刺到我的心~
真的,
流泪,也许不能化解什么。
最终,我能发现,
其实,不要紧。
总好过没有关怀的家。

爸爸能给的,
我感激。
尤其是转校到KL的事。
毫无反对,
天天早起,
就为了接送我。
想起这点,
就是让我发奋图强的时候了。
爸爸,谢谢你。