Xx......xX

anothr silent topics....
when i decided to go ts for once again...
it's such a decision tat really nid courage...
as i'm goin for sth.
i'm nt merely for shopping
i hope to find sth we've owned togather fr there again
i wished tat we will own tat things
but
it's a difficulties for me...

kar yee~~~
mayb u'll juz wait for my aeroplane flew away~~
^^

ps:moody recently....
post became shorter n shorter
i'm nt meant to do dis~
appologies to my readers~~^^

Xx...醉掉？...xX

现在灌着一瓶黑啤
等下不知道会怎样

最近
脑袋很想倒下去

失败的心
又来了

不否认
我是个
容易认输的人

Xx...thoughts...xX

ok....
the truth is...
i'd missed u...
during my working time...

i juz can't b more concentrate on my work...
i did lot of mistakes...
though ubs is difficult for me...
to let go sth i really want to own is absolutely more difficult to me!
aizs...

wat should i do at the centre?
turn left or right?
left is to le go
right is to continue the pathway
i'm trying hard nt to go to the right hand side.
it's juz a impossible for me
juz like infinity in maths
i think...

when i choose to the left hand side...
wat had appeared in my mind
is only ur face
especially ur eyes....
i hate to say...
but i do really think of u.

ps:it's a messy world again

Xx...complicated...xX

such a feeling told me to let go the burden...
somehow...
i'm gonna to b mad
as i've been hidden my heart again...
as a human being...
it's such a complicated things
but it is clear to noe...
i really do like to b at ur side...

it's suffering if u r nt at my eyeside...
i was trying to search u everywhere...
nt merely searching...
wanted to own u...
like a little girl...
couldn't let go her baby doll easily...
i'm confessed tat
i do...
i did really hurt someone bcuz of seeking u

the guilty sense came to me...
it is really hard to say
but i noe.
i did do sth wrong
but i couldn't let u go...
from every corner in my heart.

again,
i really hope to b someone in ur eyes.
if i had a chance
i will grab u from others
but...
i will nvr do this
as i nvr see my true heart.