Xx...小小的中秋节庆典...xX

celebtated at my house^^
at the front garden there...
let's take a look of my capture for today~


-HYYB-
HYYB for Hokyu Youth band...
nvr forget my band...
once in band, forever in band...



-my name-
tby for tan bao yun
hehe~



-me n tanglung-
i really like to self-capture~
^^


-many tanglung-



-food n candles&tanglungs-

hehe...
tat's all for today
moody...
no mood to post much things at here...
bb~

Xx...left 45 days...xX

erm...nothing special for today...

各位~中秋节快乐~

就是来这里post这个废东西~

哈哈~

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努力K书

虽然还是很懒惰啦。。。

有时候，我真的很不想读中5

唉。。。

看到我班上的同学都考得很好。。。

我。。。

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我会很想很想哭。。。

觉得自己很笨

那些考得特别好的人，

还叫我不要不开心的时候，

有时候，真的很想静静一个人

不想跟他们说话。

我就是这样。。。

可是我不能补救这一切。。。

笨就是笨

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看到别人的成绩那么好，

自己才后悔？

因为课外活动太忙？

不如说自己的情绪不稳定，

大事小事都要理会。。。

不禁很想逃避这里的生活。

要压力。

咬紧牙关都要走下去。

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要努力？

要放弃？

都是一念之差

加油

Xx...left 46 days...xX

头很疼,我有点想直接倒下去睡.

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报报今天的成绩.

除了烂,还是烂.

很想当场大哭一场.

可是,到最后,我没有.

因为答应自己不哭.

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今天第一科...

英文.65刚刚好B3...

嗯,够烂的吧!

答应自己不能再乱乱做考卷了!

不能!下次绝对不能!

第二科, bio p3

老师终于改完考卷~

32/50...还算ok...

加起来还有pass的成绩...

47...D7...

然后就派sejarah...

除了难看,还是难看!

45...D7...

算了吧~

也不想说什么呢...

我真的累了...

我不要考到很差...

偏偏,我就是很差的那一组...

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今天有很多感触...

我不想写

也很懒惰写...

以后真的有心情...

我再写~

Xx...piano gd 7 exam's result...xX

ok,well...
i hd a missed call in my phone bout 7.03pm.
(since i was studying my chemistry tat time...)
i hd off my phone for more than 2 hours...
when i check my phone,
there were 1 missed call...
n 8 massage...
4 massage fr waikhi...
1 massage fr hor yin...
1 massage fr kar yee...
1 massage fr hou lin...
n the last one is from edmund...
ok...for the missed call...
let's guess n c....
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the missed call was my piano teacher...
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yeah...i've remind her laz week to call me...
when she hs known the result of mine...
(as i m nt going to piano class for some months bcuz of SPM)
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when my mum reach home...
she told me tat teacher hd shown her a piece of paper...
i think tat will b my result paper...
yeah!BINGO!
correct answer for this.
she told me tat my result is nv very bad...
it's a passed marks...
erm....quite annoying...
passed for wat?
for distinction? or Merritt or merely passed this exam?
i did nt expect i will gt a high marks...
as u guys hv read my article bout tat day...
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i hv decided to call my teacher to know the accurate marks...
erm...i called her bout 10.00pm...
she did nt answer her phone...
well...i call her twice...
but she also din answer her phone...
ok~juz assume tat she was busy on tat time...
around 10.30pm,
she called back to me...
she can't recognise my sound...=3=
>
113/150...bad result...
haiz...i really hate to c this result.
i've also asked hao's marks ...
Merritt~congrats~^^to my dear dear brother~
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quite ...moody now...
hate to b like this....
although my teacher said tat's nt a really bad result...
i m still nt satisfied...
she said tat my condition was nt well...
erm...n also i m nt well-prepared for this exam...
ok~i confessed it...
i did'nt really prepare well for this exam...
tears drop after we finished our conversation...
nt only becuz of sad...
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如果要接下去考，
那就要考distinction了！
不要让自己有个不完美的句号！
如果不要考，那就忘记他了吧。情愿不要考
我真的很不开心。
很低分！！！！！！
算了吧，还有SPM！

Xx...bad result again...xx...47days to SPM...xX

erm, bad, tat's wat i could say.
moral n bm teacher din give back the paper again!
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was my chinese paper...
overall is ok... 82/100 for p1
satisfied for my essay...58/70 again
(although is nt very high)
this essay is for p1><
the ying yong wen ooo!!!
very bad><
for p2...omg!
only 60/100!
many mistake again...
the total marks is 142/200...
den, merely gt 71, A2.
haiz...aimed to gt A1...
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for my chemis...
i juz gt p1 n p2.
nt happy wif my p1's result.
39/50 only for p1!
extremely hope to gt A for this sub...
but...haiz...
56/96 for my p2...
(as there were some mistake on question)
haiz...bad...
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Xx...results have came to me...xX

erm, firstly...
tat's nt a very gud news for me.
as there were many careless mistakes for my add maths...
most of my classmate gt well for this paper...
especially...
XX who gt 100(which is full mark) for his P2 od add maths.
n me, the stupid girl in the class...
merely gt 70.
wat a terrible nightmare...
suddenly want to disappear from this world...XD
for P1. juz gt 57/80...
OMG!....nt tat gud...
actually my teacher had counted wrongly my paper b4 i hv corrected it...
initially i gt my paper, almost break up...
p2-60,p1-48
(almost gt heart attack!)
but hoh, found tat gt counting mistake~(=3=)
so, ad changed!!!!
add up the marks n devided by 2....
74 marks!
less 1 mark for A1!!!!!
actually. is added with project;s mark.
wondering wat will i gt without this marks!
project, i love u~XD
i think i will gt bad marks for my real SPM...
haiz...there r no shortcut except work hard!
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next>>>>>>
if add maths was a nightmare,
bio will b disaster for me...XD
no choice, i hv no passed this paper b4 (=3=)
i hv gt the p1's result b4 holidays.
33/50.
now, i will gt the p2's result.
>
wat's my mark?
29/100....
was tat a disaster?
hehe~sudahlah...
kali ini mungkin boleh pass lar...^^
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last for today's class.
account's p1
haiz...most of my classmate also did well in this sub.
even ai xuan had gt full marks for her p1.
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ok,the paper is over 40 marks anyway...
the p2 will b the major things for this sub.
but, i can imagine...
wat will happen for the next day...
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wanted to b alone...
had eaten spicy things to stimulate my tears out fr my eyes(=3=)
i juz hate to cry...
but i really need sth to less my burden indeed
i m nt asking more.
i juz want to hv a gud result.
i hate to b a loser.
although i m always the one.
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thx hao again for hanon~
^^erm~i've really been helped by u everytime~
seen tat i m ur little sister more than a elder~
haha~thx~
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had my bio tuition after my class dismissed,
i've sms lot wif kar yee during my class.
haha~we talked lot bout mines' trip.
thing will b more easier when we discuz early~^^haha~
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after my tuition class,
hd my dinner wif uncle n aunt who were came back fr Australia
we had it at yip sheng~
quite nice,after dining at there...
hang out with my uncle to pasar malam...
din buy anything at all...
haha~but i've a long time did nt go to pasar malam...
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sth might happened toward u guys...
should i take action?
or what?
mi hoon advised me to let it go...
haiz, she can do it as she hs nt been gone for this path b4...
no one will help them...
is tat hard to lend a hand toward sb?
ya, it's true.
i would like to aid them...
but, it seems tat is nt my business anymore...
u will understand somedays...but nt now...rmb, senior muz treat their junior as well as a child of yours.they need love from u indeed.child needs a vivid memory for their life.we hv no right to neglect them!
guys, i love you~
very deeply in my heart...
u guys r my children...
especially my da n eunice.
u 2 r my daughters.
i love u 2 more than anyone.
muackz~love u 2~saxophone bravo~^^

倾心的夜晚，看着眼前的四方格
有一点感慨，时间可以那么仓促
万分的烦恼，也只为了那一叠纸
定一生的纸，竟然可以让我落寞
一滴的落寞，我无意相对的表达
轻轻的埋怨，这些惹人厌的压抑

重重的眼皮，让我忍不住地大睡
躺在大床上，竟然无法安稳入眠
一场大考试，让我有这个后遗症
这个后遗症，逼我开始胡思乱想
胡思乱想后，才发现在浪费时间
时间的流逝，我怎样都挽回不来

心里的事情，说了却一言而难尽
听一听歌曲，节奏把我带入梦中
在梦乡之中，我忘记了那些烦恼
讨人厌的恼，从梦中飘到了浮云
他飘到浮云，从远方向我说再见
我昏昏沉沉，最终还是被叫醒来

被吵醒的我，再度进入黑暗之中
我万分迷茫，无法判定眼前是非
这一切一切，想问那是从何而起
问了一千人，却得不到满意答案
想要一个人，想静静思索这一切
可是最终却，得不到那一个答案

停止这一切，续淡而无味的人生
虽看似精彩，但却是残酷的骗局
人们的眼睛，都被利益而蒙蔽了
为了那利益，大家就开始了竞争
不为了什么，只希望自己能获利
得到这利益，自己就能安稳生存

我讨厌这些，但是已经卷入其中
我已经认命，因为我活在这世界
世界中的我。已经为了这些烦恼
我是一分子，已经被注定要烦恼
我毫不犹豫，很想放弃这些事情
可没有退路，因为我已经在这里

天底下的幸福

幸福为何物？
咱们不能断定，却能感受。
幸福是个满满的决定，
满满的被疼爱，
满满的被保护。
世界上有很多种幸福，
但是亲情间的幸福，
最为难能可贵

豪的关心，
让我这个做姐姐的，
慢慢的开始做决定。
谢谢你，豪，
我会珍重考虑你说的一切。

我是天底下最幸福的公主。
想吃什么就有得吃。
下午品尝了美食
晚上吃了佳肴
下午喝着酸溜溜的水果醋
晚上品着向浓浓的香茶
爸爸的疼爱，
是肉眼看得见，
胃也感受得到。

我是天底下最幸福的人，
只因，
家人都疼爱我。
谢谢你们
我会永远永远的爱你们

Xx...喝醋篇...xX

爸爸带我回家之后，

然后顺便去载我妹妹。

今天去好好吃去吃午餐。

我妹妹提议。

我之前在那里注意很久了

有包装水果醋喝~

那就叫咯~

也不错的说...

我叫了蜜桃醋。

酸涩的醋，

为我解一丝丝忧愁。

刚刚考完试的愁。

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其实有一点吃醋...

（人与人之间的醋）

吃谁的，不方便说...

有点觉得自己笨，

因为...

不能说的秘密

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Xx...spm trial 13thday~last day><...xX

hey~guys~i've finisehed my trial~

wat a super gud news><

haha~k.last post for trial exam...

erm...

for account...

juz like ordinary~

some can b imbang, some cannot...

omg...

i found tat i m really too...

a kind of rely...

towards tips...

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i should b more independent...

no more relying toward tips

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start my revision...

for bio n sej...

no more last minute work.

ok>miss tan?

Xx...SPM trial 12th day ...xX

today's subject is modern maths

for those genius,

this is a super easy subject...

haiz...

for me...

wahahaha~~~

i can't handle this subject well...

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ok,all of the question is quite a...

erm...

ok, nt tat hard, n also nt tat easy...

at least there were answer in my calculator when i pressed it...

haha~

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met wei wei after my class dismissed...

such a long time din meet her...

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tml's subject is account...

erm...

juz bless for pass...

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Xx...回去看小孩子练习...xX

回去看他们练习，都蛮开心的。

因为大家都没有改变到。

哈哈~nelly还是那么黄~

婉仪还是那么38~

shawn还是那么无奈的样子~

晃晃也是那么38~那么可爱~

凯欣还是那么“黑”哈哈~

中4的姐妹们还是那么38。。。

尤其是joe ann（真的是给她boom到...)

由于中3的没有来，所以不知道咯~

还有~中2的~

韵妃还是那么的。。。

像广播员~（分吵那种）

小女还是有点收敛的性格...

思翰还是那么“黄”还有新的花名~

si ham~

哈哈。。。

变得，就只是，大家进步了。。。

老了，跟不上了。。。

小孩子们，你们吹得歌我差不多我跟不上咯~

要跟上也需要一些日子。。。

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不要奢望我回来就能吹得好。。。

对不起，没有帮你们搬到乐器。。。

我跟美宣去兜风兜到没有回去帮忙。。。

对不起。。。

我会继续在后面等你们。。。

Xx...i'm a stupid...xX

going to b extremely mad...

as i can't really understand wat's the maths is talking bout...

Earth as a sphere bla bla bla...

i juz left this chapter which i can't really handling...

i've tried to understand this for 2 months...

(although i was quite lazy...)

haiz...

juz felt jealous cuz i can't own a brilliant brain...

why should i think bout these things?

i've no time to think these matter...

as i hv ad no time to study...

i m mad cuz my lazy...

but i m even more angry cuz i'm a stupid...

i juz dun want to face those cruel reality.

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m i going to give up?

haha~

duno...