Xx...fermentation, oxygen, haemoglobin n eyc made me mad!...xX

from the title, you should be able to justify my situation now!
BINGO! i'm facing tonne of stress while i m facing my bio!
bio ah bio,
y m i fearing on you without any significant reasons,
you really made me faint everytime while i m studying bout you.
it's not merely a reading subject ok?!
nvr try to prejudise this b4 knowing our standard, can't you?
i was like nearly broke down when teacher said tat bio is an easy subject...

y i dun think so?
i was wondering y.
unfortunately, it seems tat the reason dare not to c me in person,
he had hidden somewhere which is invisible.
lol! fear not, as i m going to figure it out!
bio! let me conquer you after searching the reason tat why m i so fear tat could not study bout you thoroughly!
i've tried my best to grasp n yet,
no any positive consequence can be observed.
lol, 3.5 is getting far away fr me!
this is wat i promised to my family!

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i m envy toward those can understand the text easily without suffering...
especially those ppl...
THOSE!
aizs, it made me imbalance for these days,
as i found tat,
it's useless though you've treated it seriously
n wat you accepted is...
you r weak! a weak student.
this is the quote tat made me moodless n felt stress for these days.
especially after receiving the muet results.
actually y m i transfering to tat school?
it's used to b had a firm reason,
but now, i can't find it as i lost at somewhere.
as i noe clearly,
wat i like n wat i dislike.

hv been ignored by many ppl tat made me unhappy.
it should b happier in the last year of receiving the school life,
one of the "present" tat bestowed by the lord.
but somehow, i found tat,
i m keep regret-ing
i noe it obviously,
i want my life as b4...
like my f4 n f5 life.
the school forced the little girl to b mature,
n let her woke up fr a very sweet dream,
telling her tat, you r nt afford to relax....
bla bla bla...

i was.....
.....
speechless, dis is wat i can express i think.

i m still love music,
not as i thought b4 tat the enthusiasm will b fate...
it did not occur but the other way round,
i found tat,
i nid it more, FREQUENTLY!
more than i can say, n speak frankly!
I DEMAND IT!
i do not want them to disappear from my life either.

i noe myself too well.
i m a person who anti complicated stuff.
but, i m forced to take it.

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feel guilty,
but wat to do?
tat's me!
forcing myself to study the things i dislike the most!
this is me!

Xx..the lever...xX

I'm imbalance for these days!!!!!
without reasons again, i think.
i'm quite lazy for these days as the balance told me to stop the hardworking stuff,
n try to b myself/
opps,it's shouldn't b so...
>again!