让自己难受的心情．．．

从他的好朋友口中得知．．．
他有一个因为我而取的昵称．．．
那个昵称．．．
让我很不高兴．．．
因为这个昵称让我觉得．．．
我是不是真的那么肥，那么不好看．．．
真的好受伤．．．
我受伤不是因为我的心被他伤害了．．．
是因为他周围的环境．．．
让我觉得我真的一无所有．．．
他让我觉得．．．
我是不是应该变成同性恋，好让自己不那么难受
（不过不可能啦）
自己真的很没有自信了．．．
不管是在什么方面．．．

knew sth fr his fren...he got a "name"tat called by his frends...
the "name"...made me very sad n mad...
becuz the name made me felt tat...
i'm not tat good...
fat n ugly...really hurt so bad...
i felt hurt is not becuz of him...
but becuz of the enviroment of him...
haiz...it made me felt i have nothing in my life...
he made me felt tat, should i bacome a lesbian...
to prevent any hurt fr boys again...
(but this will not happen d lar...wakaka)
i really bacame very unconfident...
no matter in wat aspact...