-for the last time-

在我最后一次，
在我闭上眼睛之前，
我想对你说我爱你，
在你怀里，舍不得放弃，
心里有千言万语还没说给你听，
我使劲全力，
不想闭上眼睛，
这次告别就不能再相遇，
不能再陪你，但不要忘记，
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去。
-最后一次-

dis is the lyrics tat really telling out my feelings n thoughts.
it's telling me not to give up the things easily which i should grab it
and to hold it as tight as possible.
do not let any chances to lose it
n release it fr my palm....
yeap~like wat adrian said b4...

not running fr the mind but run for your health.

i'm quite envious toward those who do things without considering everything...
they will juz like...
finished it by their own.
without think of any reason why they do,
and also for the consequence.
i'm totally different from them indeed.
i think,
i have no much determination to finish my task as
i m really lack of concentration in everything
it's actually a simple thing,
if you really did it continuously *i think*
but
it became one of the impossible task
in the impossible goal in the list deep in my heart...==

i post dis lyrics
as i want to remind myself...
everyone n everything tat i can do
are precious.
as i hv the abality to do it n
fulfill it...

i hv the chances
n yet,
i've wasted it.
i noe.
it's not allowed,
it happened...
for these years,
no more giving up...
add oil...
^^

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最近和一个中二生谈得投机。
说实在的，
和他谈话的时候，
总感到温馨。
不为什么
温馨就温馨吧！
没有任何解释，
和辩解。
高兴，和他谈天的时候，
真的很单纯的开玩笑~
可惜的是，
他不会华语~赫赫~