Tuesday, March 22, 2011

Xx...244 more days to go...xX

it's menaced figure which can stress all of us during our school time.
i do really mention bout this to myself everyday.
n wat i've been keep repeating is,
if you r not hardworking enuf
you will b kicked out from the gate of the public universities.
The identical things were repeated n revolved for unlimited times.,
but
it seems tat i m more demotivated instead of doing better and better.
what happened to me?
i'm so curious bout it.
haizs.
i like everything tat i learn now,
but i dun like to b tested.

i've been provocated by the numerous paper every single day.
keep telling myself tat
you r weak.
actually i noe,
i've some intelligence inside my brain,
but it's not linkable for the academics.
it's more on artistic stuff,
i think.

cuz, whenever i'm studying sn or maths,
wat came from my mind was
music
the band music.
i was surprised when i discovered i was humming the seventh night of july during today's bio class.
lol.

stressful life,
n no way to run but to continue only.

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it's so sad when i discovered our boundary is juz at friend but not more than tat.

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