Xx..emo?....xX

i'm nt in a good mood recently,
due to pressure excerted indeed.
it was quite ha[pi as other believed in u
and he gave u confidence somehow,
but it's really sad when ur first friend came into the circumstance that
he beared at u
n always looking u in a way that u r his enemy or wat.

i do not hv any intention to grab the post,
but it ended up in such way tat
i was like grabbing post fr his hand.
I DIDN'T!!!><~
i was really upset
when i saw his eyes by using wallet's camera,

I just dislike this feeling.
I just wanna to b myself.

I felt like crying,
what to do?
I duno how
but I know,
I have to b firm enough.

I have to be tough enough.

though I'm a girl.

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心里真的很不好受。
心里的呐喊，
心里的呼唤。
心里的纳闷，
一涌而出。

不喜欢这种感觉。

知道吗？

不喜欢这种被别人说了，
其实本来不是本意的说。

很心痛。

有时很伤心，
有时真的很累，
很想放掉。

可是，
有碍于面子，
有碍于与学兄的情感。
真的。
很累。

真的很谢谢一个人能这样相信我。
相信我有能力去完成任务。
相信我有能力去主持大局。
虽然隐隐约约已经猜到。
可是，
我也不知道如何作态。

很讨厌这种内乱。

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我只想对着天空轻轻的呼吸
寻找我最爱的人到底在哪里，
在混乱中，
寻找记忆。

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明，谢谢你，
告诉我那么多东西

boy，谢谢你
听我诉苦。