Xx...felt reluctant...xX

sometimes, i felt reluctant to do sth.
sometime,i just wanna to b myself.
sometime, i just couldn't ignore the negative feelings of mine,
can it b exploded for nth?
it shouldn't somehow.
i just dislike it.
the negative feelings.

if yes, i would just ignore it.
but sometime,
it is not allowed to do so.

pls><~
i'm tired actually.