Xx...i felt alone...xX

it is just a feeling somehow.
i dislike to feel so, but we hv to,
in a certain process.
we nvr know,
how loniness we are b4 leaving hse,
n we strongly feel it,
after leaving the warm hse.
i missed my home,
so much.
though felt annoying while trying to gt back home,
but tat's the feeling.
at least,
we gt the chance to stay at home.
now, i gt injured,
i felt the loniness.

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actually,
i gt a bunch of friends.
but r they belong to me?
i always asked this to myself.
they aren't actually.

they hv their own life as well.

they hv their own way to start their work as well.

everyone's thinking, time, are so different.

we never know, what we what and what we need.

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can i n alone always?
i duno how long i could sand for it.
i nvr feel so,
in band.

cuz i noe,
everyone gt their own patterns.

hapi day.

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