=)

=) i was forcing myself to smile for these days.
is this me, i doubted and wondered.
How come it ended up in such way?
It is not my ideal university life.
I do not want to learn this sort of things for my life.
i believed i still can live better without these.
but, we still have to accept though.
sometimes, i just couldn't accept the changes in a sudden,
this sem was a bz sem and it caused me to left out a lot of things in terms of studies.
omg.
no way!

i duno what was i and what m i doing in fact.
dis sort of feeling is awkward!