Tuesday, August 24, 2010

Xx....moody..xX

erm, familiar tittle again, rite?
it was a bad day,
as everything hs become complicated.
i hate to say,
but,
i still hv to speak it out.
"i hate maths n bio!!!"

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really sick of those formulae.
as i could nt understand n master it well.
somehw,
i missed pn lew.
y?u might ask.
i love n enjoyed her teaching style.
now,
i realized.
a gud maths teacher really influenced students more than we expected.

probability
vs
polynomial
vs
series n sequence.

this subject hs created difficulties for me instead of enjoyment or enthusiasm.
sorry to say,
i found tat i was trying to run away fr maths question.
it supposedly should nt happen,
it revealed apparently.
omg....i wish tat i could chase back the enthusiastic toward it.
i need it.
no, i demand it!!!

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i've been reluctantly finished some of my hw...
for me...
every sub is a pressure.
if i could.
i dun want to take 5 sub anymore...
pls...
dun do any assumption toward kensettians...
nt all of them r really a brilliant...
there would b someone like me is dump n stupid tat could nt catch up syllabus.

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everyone hs their rite to say.
i nid freedom.
k, though i've chosen wat path i wished to continue,
it does nt represent tat my soul is free...
i nid freedom,
in terms of soul...
nt sorely soul...
n also mentally n physically...
i nid it!

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indeed,
i would nt let the pharse
"i lxxe you"
came out fr my mouth easily.
i nid u you feel it instead of let me confess it to u.
somemore...
i wouldn't let go sth i refuse to let go.

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suddenly,
i felt tat my blog is immature.
omg...cuz of fulled of grumbling i think.
><
despite it's immature,
but it is my wholeheartedly words.

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