Xx......xX

it has started.
indeed, i've asked myself for several times...
is now a suit + able time for me to do this?
is now the suit time to finish this?
is now the able time to do option?
ok, the answer is...
i let it to b a silent answer.
it will hv the answer after sometimes.
i believe in this.
it's absurd, but, pls do believe this.
the answer will pop out later.
but, not now.
sorely is juz an anxiety.

the forthcoming day is unpredictable,
hence, i've nth to say.
but, pls, do let me own the time,
to let me realize,
wat is life, n y it so called.
now, i can c it,
slowly and clearly.
i can feel the time juz past in a twinkling eye...
i could not handle the eleventh hour work.
i couldn't.
i m too understand abt myself.
i need more time to finish those harsh task.

sarcastic.
this is the word i could speak out.
as i should try to achieve my goal.
let me hv this tiny corner to grumble.
i hv no idea to catch up!!!
ok, other than this,
it's endless hw for me.
everyday keep doing the same subject.
though bored, still nid to continue it.
obedient, you might say this,
but i've no "qualification" to against the
study 1st law...
(to do hw n past it up punctually i think,
this is the first law.)
obligated, n muz b followed.

form 6 life is difficult.
this is wat i could say,
but, this is juz for the syllabus.
it is sufficient in terms of other aspect.
splendid,
the word i could express my thought abt form 6 life.
i do love this precious time.

i appreciate the appearance of all of u guys.
i love u guys,
and my life.
i shall try my best to b one of the successor.
i've no reason neither to escape or to neglect wat i should emphasize.
no more fear but gain more courage to overcome it.
i believe,
i deserve a better life.
if i could combat the frighten feelings.