Friday, January 21, 2011

Xx...after being moody...xX

it's better after relieving some tension...
(i think, it's better now)
life is always up n down(dis is wat reminded me...)
not every time you will b at the peak,
you can b on the ground too when you r nt the 1st...
i realized it suddenly as i found tat it's useless to sad?
i would like to say tat,
everything has no return pathway in our life,
no reverse, as the time past,
wat you can do is,
look forward n step forward without regret.

it's ease to say but difficult to do.
human beings r always act as dis behaviour.
they will tend to speak more than do more indeed,
actually wat can b done by the human beings?
they can juz believe in themselves to fullfill their task in their life,
other than tat,
they need help from others,
cuz they r nt born to stand for loneliness,
they live as a big population.
they like to live wif the others, cuz they noe tat they r fragile.

though, the facts told me so, i still like to b alone
alone as in terms of being isolated fr the environment...
not opposing the natural...
bt, i chose,
chose to face it in person.

aizs.~find it slowly...
my personality....
retrace it....
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i nid more betterment to improve everything of mine.
i nid more time to find myself.
i nid more time to finish my task
i nid more things,especially ability to dream,
a village girl's dream is not complicated always,
they juz hope tat
they'll gt wat they wanted to grasp fr the most initial moment they had made their wishes.
may the lord let me found the pathway i should go for...
i nid more strength to do everything.
i nid more...
no time to let myself to moody....
i think,(wat pn chan reminded us made me GUILTY AGAIN!)
it's supposedly made me firm n strive wat i need....
but i hv no idea tat y m i so depressed till i could not afford everything.

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kit!!!!!
thank you!! thank you!!!!
thank you!!!!!!!!!

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